What did i do ?

Just had some hard time for the past weekend. I didnt feel discourage, but I was wondering why a very small matter can bring such a deep impact into a group of ppl. It wasnt a good impact but it wasnt that bad cause it helped me begin to think how to appreciate people. A lot of questions came across my mind just in a day, miann... why this why that??I thank God for friends who are open to me and tell me about my mistakes, and I thank God for friends who are understanding enuff and willing to listen to my reasons why I have to behave or react differently in different situation. So much pressure came upon me just in one night and thinking of giving up something which God has given the trust to me to do it.I love my friends and everyone whom I know, but will the responsibility I have in me will cause me to loose the friendship?Friends do not dare to speak to me because they afraid I will tell others. Am I a betrayer or am I a friend who cannot be trusted?Seeking for peace, trust, kindness, favour and true friends will be my cry out to God.1 mistake or 1 misunderstanding, can really take away everything we have done in the past. when will the word "appreciation" take place in our life? One thing I know, best reward will be from God.I'm sorry if I did not do enough for you, my dearest friends.God Bless :)