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Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Powerful Testimony by Jane'nette

Kepo Blog back in business !! Actually I duwan to blog anymore b4 final, but then after hearing the testimony shared by Jane'nette, something is moving in my heart to blog n share with u guys at least 1 more time b4 final.

Jane'nette shared about how she had gone through the hard time when she just accepted Christ in alpha. Parents disagree with her...and she faced a lot of persecution in her beginning walk with God. But she remained faithful and continue to pray…recently, her grandma and sister had already accepted Christ.( Can u hear the angels sing and the whole heaven rejoice? ) GOD IS ABLE !!

I have a blog dated Friday,March 19,2004 where I asked the question “what is life all about” and a bit of my own experience living in a nonchristian family. Jane’nette was once again reminded me that I must remain my trust in God for salvation for my family.
1st point that I want to bring is I believed tat she had prayed the same prayer over and over again for her family’s salvation from the 1st day she accepted Christ. After few years, God answered her prayer.( it took few years…not few days  wait for God’s timing ) Sometimes we might few tired praying the same prayer over n over again but from her testimony, God does answer our prayer ACCORDING to HIS TIMING NOT US. Be perseverance. I lack of this and I want to learn that from today onward, how about you?

2nd point, talk about perseverance, are we suppose to wait and wait and “hold on” without our faith without doing anything? I only “Willing” to accept Christ “Officially” when I was in end of beta if I m not mistaken la:P How long was it from now? Emm…about 2 years ago? I would like to say I’m on fire for God for this past 2 years until … … BUT I always ask myself, how long can this “Fire” last ?? seriously I dunno :|. Sometimes I feel discourage when God seems to be remained “quiet” to my prayer even though I serve Him all this while, but I realized when I feel discourage, God cheer me up. When I feel tired, God restores my strength. When I failed, He gives me 2nd chance to try again. Through all those experiences, clearly showed tat perseverance is not just wait and do nothing but while waiting, we can still do something so that there are places( failure, tiredness, in time of needs, disappointment, success…etc.) where God can reach out to us. I believe the place where God can reach out to us, there is the place God want to bless us more and strengthen us. IF we’re perfect, is there any more places where God can bless us? Reading bible and pray is a must for us ( I’ve to say that la even though…eh hum..:P ) But can we put in action as well? Let’s continue to serve and not only wait for the answer. Through serving, we can experience more n more !!

3rd point, a born Christian can also loose their faith and passion for God, don’t say myself who never really know God until I was 19 but I want to learn how to trust in Him more from one day to another day.Honest speaking, I feel hurt when I see a born Christian draw away from God. Miann…Jane’nette had gone through so much…myself also face the same situation and there are a lot more facing the same problem. But why a born Christian can just give up their faith and do not appreciate the salvation that God had given to them since the 1st day they were born. They did not need to go through all the hard time, they just need to receive without any disagreement from their family or relatives since the 1st day they were born. My dear brother n sister, God is real and there is no doubt for us to continue to believe in Him since the 1st day we met Him. I can assure you that you know Him more than me. Why? Cause you have heard a lot about Him for the past 20 years but I have only heard about Him for the past 3 years. I’m still trying my best to finish reading the whole bible and understand it, but you might have finished reading the whole bible for many times and understand it well. I never go Sunday school before, I always wish to join Sunday school if they allow a 22 years old “boy” to join the kids :P … See…I only experienced hard time on my way to know God. But for those who are born Christians, be thankful and love him even more than any others lo...you got the chance to hear so many stories from Sunday school, know how to sing all the “cute cute” songs :D…parents pray for you during your exams and when you’re sick, Sunday can go church together and praise n worship God together… and so on n so on…woahh…what a great thing tat can happened in your life ?Do you still want to give up all this things or choose to appreciate everything that God had given to you? I leave this question for you to think and answer and pray about it.

I’m sorry if this blog did hurt anyone of you, but “something” had urged me to share it here. Do share your opinion or comment with me, so that we can do some discussions and encourage one another from time to time. May God continue to love you and you will love Him even more.

Monday, March 22, 2004

Episode 5 : Wonderful Tonight...

Alllo~!!Previously I talked about everything b4 Enite.So...here we go again..;)

13 March 7.15pm
3 cars left from cyberia at the same time.We reached Marriot Hotel around 7.15pm. We had prepared 3 pairs of corsage by ourselves. So we helped each other to wear it. 3 "couples" :D have 3 pairs of same corsage...quite nice i think ;) These had shown the unity among us ;) Those who didnt have it ...emm...u ok bor??need prayer??we always talk about unity in cf wor... hahaha...ooopsss...
We started to take photos...for sure, as many as we can la ... chak here chak there~wooahh...feel like a superstar!!Somemore she was my partner, emmm....life is sooooOOOoo GOOD !!After half an hour of lepaking then only we entered the ballroom.

13 March 8.30pm
... ... ... what I want to say is, I had a wonderful Enite with this sweet and nice lady. Wat was happening from 8.30 onwards, emmm... I feel tat it is good if I keep it between her & myself(eer...dun think too much ok.my dear friends :P) It gonna be 1 of the sweetest memory in my life. I appreciate every single moment of Enite very very much and thank you for everything to my *Princess* on that night ;)

14 March 3am
Reached home after supper at Milo Shake...haih...enite oh enite...why so fast come to the end d :(
but i think it's ok lo, cause the sweet memory will last forever ever in my mind :) This is the Story about me,her,friends & Enite. thank you for ur time reading the Enite's series. See u in the next new series(no promise, but I will ask the Director-->Above All for another wonderful experience in my life :)

-eht dne-

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Episode 4 : The E Day !!

It's 2.45am...What am I still doing here?? Blog lo...a bor...bodoh!?!? Yes!!Enite's blog is back in business. Last blog a big deep right...dunno how many ppl actually understand wat I was trying to say. Nvm, ask me if u dun, let's do some sharing here;)

OK,episode 3 talk about preparation for Enite. I guess this episode will be more on that night itself !!

13 March 9.ooam
riiiinnggg~~~
Me : bodoh...why ring at this time,I stil want to sleep la... OH YES !! Today is Enight !!*sudden awakeness* Basically I called tat day the "E DAY" !! everything that I do, sure got something to do with Enight. Yeah yeahh~ After washed up myself, straight away went to clean up my baby-->Barcode : PCR 4371. Thank God it wasnt tat dirty, spent about 45 minutes to wipe the whole car inside n outside.

13 March 12pm
D.K : Ken !! How ??
Me : wat...relax nia...everything is in control.
D.K : So wat time we need to go n take the ... ??
Me : 2.45 la.ok?
D.K : OK!I go lunch 1st...C ya!
( D.K went for his lunch, and myself ... eerr...cant really remember wat happened...called up ppl??trying out my tie ?? cutting nose's hair ??eeee~~Yeakkk!!(someone might feel this while reading this blog,wat...ur nose no hair 1 izzit??IF really dun have, go n see doctor n ask the doctor to "plant" hair 4 u,"filtering" purposes ok, if not when ppl Poooohhh~~ u sure die 1)alright...cant remember wat did i do while waiting for b**s.

13 March 2.45pm
Me : B**s, Let's go!!
D.K: wei...give me 10 mins can or not?
Me : aiyoo...Ha mi su la??
D.K. : stomache la...ai pan sai...
Me : WAHH SAIII....from 12-2.45 u duwan to pan now only u wan to pan??!! :|
D.K.: Sorry sorry, very fast nia..!-gone-
(waiting... ... after 10 mins)
D.K. : Kia~
Me : cao~
( The following conversation took place in the car while on the way to... ...)
D.K. : so an zua tonite??
Me : wat an zua...relax nia la.
D.K. : OK ok...I follow u ya.
Me : no problem...;) ( speak confidently but honestly, I also dunno wat to do...just pretend I know well so that D.K. wont be so kan cheong for tonight :P )

13 March 3.30pm
Florist : Your flowers are ready.
Me : B**s, sui bor ?? Ho sei liao la...this time ur date sure happy 1;)
D.K : Hope so lor... ( begin to pai sei liao...at the same time, like dunno wat to do with the flowers )
Me : B**s, need to pay liao...got money bor ??
D.K : Got got, na~ ( sounds like he pay for all right?? hehehe...actually he paid for his flowers nia,*bengang* sure la...if not pay for me mer,dreaming la u, my reader:P )
ME : wei...b**s u take the rest of the flowers...I take the lilies ( actually I very scared tat he will drop the lilies la, the rest of the flowers not important to me also...so dun care la...let him take :D hehehe..)
( came out from the I*I mall, D.K sent his car for car wash.This machine carwash banyak hebat lor...we just need to sit in the car for about 5-10 minutes, then it done !!I was amazed for a moment cause 1st time experience this kind of carwash ma, but when I found out it wasnt tat clean....eh hum..better pay me n I wash for u;) Kembali sebentar lagi...

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13 March 4pm-6.30pm
Both of us sent the flowers to Marriot Hotel 1st, then went back cyberia to pan leng leng.

13 March 6.45pm
(Christmas Ringtone from my phone)
She : Hey Ken, I m ready.
Ken : *Blink* OKAY !! I'll be there in 5 !! -gone-

13 March 6.51pm :D
Ken : ... ... (moment of silience...I was speechless...I was amazed...I was excited...I was.... .... Wwo00ahhh Who is this sweet n pretty lady standing in front of me ~~!! I think I was a bit panic...dunno how to start the conversation, then suddenly
Me : wat color of tie do u think can match my shirt ar ? ~.~'' ( I should had said waoo...U look soo soooo............ I'm really really glad to have u as my date then look into her eyes n blink, WAHh...sure ho sei 1...!! but ...sigh... *sob sob* )
( this part end with trying up the tie then took a few photos with her n cabut to Marriot Hotel. )

Alamak !! Now is already 4am !! I need to get up at 7.30 for church !! sorry ppl...Episode 5 will be up very soon...I really need to sleep now!! gnitezz.... n have a nice day Tmr !!

Friday, March 19, 2004

BREAK from all the Funs.

Allo~~thanks for ur support for the previous blogs. Not sure how many ppl r actually looking forward for the rest of the Enight's Blog. but this time, I would like to take a break. I'm not going to write anything about Enight. Just have something to share with u guys. When I got up this morning , few ppl actually msg me n talked about my blog. Then I began to think...wat is blog all about?Is it a place to tell ppl wat is happening in ur life...IF it does, then wat is life all about? *thinking*
Somebody might think I just made up the story for my blog so that it sounds interesting. I would say it is the way how I present my so called “life’s experience” to u and all are really Kisah Benar :) It’s actually same like how we treat our life. We can make it very interesting, we can make it very boring....I wouldn’t say I have a wonderful and perfect life cause sometimes I m stil fall and get up again n fall n get up n fall.....BUT I’m trying to make it better and I’m STILL YOUNG to do the best out of my life !! Praise God for my age :D…wat wor…really 1 la…not yet 23 also, still got few more months *reminder,blink >.^* !!
Hehe… I thank God for my life right now and I learn how to be content with everything that I have. Look at my size, u know I eat too much :P, if I can afford to eat so much, means I have enuff to spend. Thank God for a car, I can travel everywhere I want JUST FOR FOOD and usually few ppl will be blessed by it as well, m I right ;). Thank God for a comfortable room where I can rest ( too much of rest does help a bit in term of body size :P)…arr~wat ever la, just give thanks la ( fed up d…so many things to give thanks…oppsss…hehehe )
Have u ever look into your own life? When I look into my past, sigh….full of rubbish but when I look into my current life, hehehe…actually not much different also…BUT getting better n better ma, kasi chance sikit to change can or not ;) I can’t be perfect but I choose to learn. Church, Christian Fellowship, CG, friends around me helped me a lot. I thank God for ALL of YOU,YES!! Is You, why look to others??I’m talking about YOU. Today we know each other is not by coincidence lo, I believe this is God’s plan. I like to refresh back everything tat happened after form 5 and how I end up in MMU( some kepo one might know about the story la ). I rejected Christian b4 but today I’m a Christian ( I’m stil the only Christian in my family) I experienced hard time with my family when I told them about serving in church, by God’s Grace, I won the “War” :P !! Aiyaa…but then most of u since the 1st day u were born, u already have the Christian’s sticker on ur forehead :P U will never experience the paling HEBAT war in ur life, for those who r experiencing now, LET’S CONTINUE & FIGHT for the “STICKER” until THE END !! God is with us ;) Be the “Starter” in our family…look into future…(start imagine) our children…grandchildren…so on n so on…woahh…All r Christian because of YOU ;) SO!!Do you want to be the “Starter”, I think I want lo ;) JOM~ Sekali !!
Aikk…suddenly got so many things to share n to say…sorry for taking up ur time. I’m not here to teach u how to find life. I’m not “THERE” n sometimes I also mess up my life. But we can help each other lo, find someone to talk to when u’re facing hard time. Yes!!I’m talking to u, and u and u also, Yes…is u, dun point to others, TALK or SHARE IT OUT !!You will feel better, dun bare ur burden all by urself, why so kiam siap 1...come la, we share share ;) Oh ya, the “Purpose Driven Life” is cun, may be u can find some answers from this book about “Life”. This Rick Warren is memang “THERE” to teach n show us :P Whose birthday is coming ?? Let me know then I can bless u with this book as a present ,ONLY ONE ;)
Conclusion, our life is a very long hour movie, God is the director, we’re the actors n actresses. So Let’s do God a GREATEST movie with Our Life !! Cheers~!!

Thursday, March 18, 2004

Episode 3 : Preparation

I was really really happy n excited n looking forward for that night. For the preparation,I bought myself a new shirt(megasale : 50 %,CHEAP!!kiam siap right...yea lo...) & a tie !!woahh..~~eer...nothing liao :|
I had this pre-enight fashion show together with Boss(Daniel Khoo) at my house at 1.30am.odd time but not many ppl ma. We had 1 photographer(Lilian) and 1 judge (Yuin Y), everything went smoothly n we actually took some pictures.( sad to say tat guys sometimes also very ai sui 1 :P)
... sorry ppl,I cant show u the fashion show photos, boss will kill me later :) The only thing tat i cant decide is the color of tie... really hard ... so I decided to let her to decide for me on that day itself only la ;)
I wouldnt say I'm lucky cause I no need to bring her to look for dress, shoe...or wat ever ling ling long long stuffs...cause she got almost everything. But I would say IF we can spend some times to go shopping together, it would be nice right...can "Fellowship" ma :P, then can get to know each other better somemore, right right ppl ??agree with me bor, hehehe...;) Few days b4 enight, 7 / 8 of us decided to go shopping in Sg. Wang. Yeahhh...at last can lepak together n "fellowship" !!*Happy!!* I didnt buy anything for enight on tat day, but few of them really shop for their enight' stuff. Oh ya !! Forgot to tell u guys that we took ERL to KL central( My FIRST time taking ERL) then from KL central we took dunno wat to Sg. Wang(my FIRST time also!!) after half day of shopping, everyone seem to be satisfied n happy cause managed to buy wat they want :) by tat time we reached home it was already 10pm.
Yeahh...i know episode 3 quite boring...wat to do,now is 3.30am...cant think of anything to write liao.sorry lor :) end here ...gonna sleep liao.See u guys in episode 4.




Episode 2 : Moment of Waiting ...

Hello !! Actually I duwan to put up the 2nd episode so fast 1...no fun ma.But then final exam coming, some of u might feel boring during study...so I think I must do something to relax u guys. But I promise la, this episode will be a bit boring ... simple n short. n the story goes on... ...

After makan...we went back lo.yeahh...if not where else??U think she say "Yes" d mer? no la...like the source said, very hard to ask 1...*proven* BUT BUT BUT .... BUT..poooohhh~~~Oppss...*Butt-->farted* k k ...serious moment :D...BUT I really dun mind to wait lo, 1st. I already made up my mind to ask her 2nd.She is worth to wait even though just for the few hours date.SO !! again...wait together with me can or not my dearest blog reader:P just one more time ok... ...I remember I reminded her once only after the 1st approach through online yahoo before holiday cause I afraid tat she will forget about everything when she went back for holiday.
OK.~finished holiday liao...which is after nearly 2 months. No news no nothing...I also pai sei to ask her again... Oh no..ppl keep asking me who is my date for enight...everytime I just said, u will know on tat night( I really said it by faith cause she never say "yes" n no sign at all )
It was a friday night, I went out makan with chernliang n Goh after my exam. So happened while looking for a place to eat in serdang, we saw the stall selling "Salted Chicken" was opened!!(the stall song song open, song song close 1,we were lucky cause it was opened on tat night) *Ting* arr~..may be I should buy 1 for her also ler ...then suin bin ask her lo:P ,called her up n she actually said yes pls buy 1 for her. *singing*:God is great,sing His praise, fill the earth... .... YES!!the door was opened once again ;) alright,after makan then went back lo...my 2 dearest brothers...a bit em sek zou...I wanted them to walk back 1st cause I malu to ask in front the 2 of them la, but never blame them also,cause they didnt know wat I wanted to do ma;) *the situation -->super PANIC* eer...the conversation sounded like this:
Ken : I want to ask u a question, and ur answer will be Yes or NO only
(thank God, before I ask the question she actually...)
she : Yes, I know wat u want to ask, n the answer is Yes!!
aarrr~~~~mou min liao + so pai seiiiii~~~....I think my 2 dearest brothers sitting behind the car also a bit pai sei..kekeke...Thank God I never pee in my pants at that moment :P
alright ... tats how I get her permission to go for a date with her for enight.
Guys, no hurry if u wanna ask a girl for a date( nearly 2 months,so wat!!*look up the ceiling n try to buat lawak again:D*.Stay focus will be the best way --> advice for all the bachelors :D
Ok !! Thats the end of Episode 2. to be continue ...

Episode 1 : The Beginning of the Exciting Night.

For this blog hio, I was thinking of writing the whole process of b4,during n after the Enight, but then this friend named Yuin Y wrote everything so in details( Check this out : http://www.tabulas.com/~yuiny )...nothing for me to write liao :| *stoned* ... ...

Al-light al-light...I steady 1,wont dissapoint u guys since i dun always blog.I will at least write something here ;) ... ENight this thingy hio...came to me since early this year which was January when Chris told me about tat. I tell u wat...for me right, this kind of thing hio, I TRY my best not to go alone la...SO!I began to "list" down my ideal date :P wahhh... I want her,she is soo....!no no..this better ..NO!!....TATs better...no no cannot..too holly..arr...why not this one??NOOO..TOO Tall !!!this..?too short...How about ... emm...duwan la...tak qualified la:P oppss..*joking* ( ok ok...from wahhh until *joking* just to make the blog sounds interesting nia, never happen!!but do u really believe tat it really never happen...I myself also doubt ...!?!?hehe...guy ma,sure nautty "a bit"..but really a bit?doubt again... )ok ok...be patience,dun pek chek yet !! Let's come back to the real situation, honest speaking, got ONLY 3 persons in my mind.1st her lo, 2nd tat one lo, 3rd impossible 1 la,just think for fun to syok sendiri nia. Basically left 2 choices. Then I "consult" weeliem...wei weeliem, tat one can ar ?? Wa sai...I like this brother.He give me 100% support,he just said GO MAN ! U CAN DO IT !! but then I said : no la brother...dun feel nice if i go with her. SO!I have only 1 person left in my mind !! which is her lo.yea...is her,no need to guess d.But how m I going to ask?? Got source said tat she is kind of hard to ask 1 lo...sigh...i was quite agree with the source actually so I sorta giving up the hope ...miann...this time really have to eat myself d. So I decided to wait n see wat is going to happen la :) wait wait wait... .... be patience my blog reader, wait... ... ... imagine that u're waiting for some miracles to be happened...so wait la... ... ARrrrr~~after dunno how long, like the song sing : God will make a way, when there seems to be no way... Yes ! God will make a way !! so I got the chance to makan with her...dunno why suddenly she asked me about enight wor...i also surprised...to cut the story short, I took that opportunity n asked for a date lo.I would like to take this time to say sorry to her cause I sound very insincere at that time...Outside I look relax n steady,but inside actually quite panic liao n lost count of my heartbeat-->too fast too furious.after I asked, imagine tat she keep saying : u siao 1...dun la wei...i dunno la... then her face slowly turn red. OK!food were ready,so we makan. Tats the end of 1st part.

Thursday, March 04, 2004

Alllooo!!So long never blog d...;) m I really tat busy??Ohh...no la, cause i got friendster ma, need to reply my friend's msg over there ( Long msg ok:P) so no time for this eBlogger thingy lo. emm...anything interesting to tell ar...let me see *thinking*
Last msg I told u guys I dye my hair, last week I shaved bald again!!The reason why is because there were 2 colors on hair,very ah beng la...so yeahh..decided to cut it.Now nice(I think)...but hopefully can grow back on time (Before E-Night).
Last weekend, i attended Acts Church's First Priority Conference. I went for this workshop called "homosexuality". Ok,guys!!I m 100% straight,Keep That in Mind b4 we continue,al-light allight???I m going to teach u guys some of the New Terms which I learnt in this workshop.
1st term : Bestiality--emm..guess 1st ;)... .... It means sex with animals !! wa sai lerr...imagine...aarghh!!Try not la,it's really really geli !! I really there was once, I heard about this news which happened near bkt. Mertajam...1 lady she was so desperate, so she take the dog and "wat ? wat !" with her...alamak !! Cannot come out after tat, sei lor...so they need to send the lady together with the dog to the hospital...for wat??bodoh, to take out the "thing" la *pengsan* allight allight!! NEXT
2nd term : Transvestism :ah ha~ ONLY FOR GUYS !! wei... it means men who enjoy wearing women's underwear-usually in private/cross-dressing. If u think this is fashion, hehee...I pray to God that He will help u to change ur mind. Wake up n go back to the Normal n Healthy fashion !!
3rdly : Voyeurism : It means peeping !! eer...I'm not sure whether it including this case "like guys usually do in the toilet, when 1 guy "pang jioa-ing" right :P and then another guy go n kacau n try to "kap" wor...eer..I think it still consider an act of Peeping right?? guys, pls la...wake up ok!Be a mature man!!
4th This is interesting, we call the act of flashers "Exhibitionism" arr~~hebat right!! 1 question, got female flasher or not ar?? if do have, r they call flasher or something else??Who can answer this question??1 ice-cream on me !!
last but not least, introducing this term "Coprophilia". see...scary right...yeahh...i think this is the worst n sick-est thing tat can happen on this earth !! It means CIAK SAI or LIM JIOA ~!!alamak...!!*Pengsan straight* Some of u might received this forward mail which included the ciak sai photos, I tell u, i wanna vomit when i saw it, yeahh...I saw the photos,so wat :P curious ma...
Aiyaa...are we allow to do teaching in this eblogger thingy??Nvm la...since i got nothing to tell.I m sure u guys learn something today right ?? hehehe...but then dun tell everyone that Ken very bad la, teach u all the "Dirty" stuff...wei..not like tat ok, wanna WARN u guys not to involve in this kind of "activities", really sick n yeaaakkk!!! Actually got 14 more terms to tell u guys about sexual deviations. Ask then me personally la:P...my reputation gone this after this blog.
allight~allight~I think i better stop here, see u guys in the next blog ( wait ok...will be back!!)